I don't know how I got to where I am, and I don't understand how to get back home. Back to peace and contentment. I have become a shell of who I used to be, who I could be, and I gone back to being that scared, terrified little girl who peed on the bed every night. My anxiety is overrunning who I am. I miss Don terribly, and I've got to figure out a way to start a new life, a life of peace and contentment. Don would not want me living my life this way. I've just taken some new medicine for anxiety and depression. I hope it works. I hope it helps me and I can find a way to eat again, and sleep again. When I get up tomorrow, I'm going to try to be more positive, more hopeful, more alive. Tonight I'm going to relax and just rest.
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